So I kinda got lazy to update this but I'm updating this now. Haha. Last April, we headed to Baguio, checked in at the Manor and enjoyed every part of the city. Plus we got so wasted we cant even remember the things we did. We threw up all over our bedroom and took lots of drunk videos (which are,btw, only visible on my Facebook page) LOLOLOL.  

I just got back from Boracay last week. BORACAY = Good food. Good times. Good company. Good booze. Derek Ramsay. Haha. Boracay was loads of fun and I will be back there, fosho, SOON with my bestest friends. I miss the beach, the sunset and the Aklanons. Take me to the beaaaaachhhhh again puhleeeeseeee. Cant wait.

Family time on Saturday!!! Mom booked a room at Edsa Shang and we will be spending the weekend there with my family. We were supposed to go to Puerto Galera but their beach kinda turned out to be a bitch. Good thing Mom has a back up plan. Kinda excited for this one because major family time bonding only happens once a year. Plus itll be a post celebration of Mother's day and my brother's birthday. Weekend, please come soon!! Hihihi. 

I kinda wanted to post pictures but I dont have any idea what the hell is wrong with my tabulas. It's not posting anything!!! Labo mehn!! Btw, I am soooo addicted to the song of Gotye. Yeaaah. SOMEBODY THAT I USED TO KNOOOW. Haha. Cant stop singing after I saw the video of the 2 kids. Sooo cuuuuuutttte!!!

 

By budik at 07:57 AM.

Sushi and movies?

 Ive been in and out of the hospital for a week already and I think I'm going back again tomorrow. Jesaaaas!!! If I dont get well before my flight then I'll prolly say goodbye to Boracay on Thursday. Huhuhu.

By budik at 10:03 PM.

Sushi and movies?

 

1. 168 just because I need to update my wardrobe.
2. Get the perfect TAN.
3. Win the costume party on the 20th.
4. Beach family reunion, Boracay with friends, Baguio with workmates, Edsa Shang and Mindoro with family and back to Boracay with the craziest bunch alive.
5. Learn to surf at LU.
6. Clean my room.
7. Avoid eating rice and do the 10 day lemon diet. I need to lose weight FAST.
8. Badminton every weekends with Mom. 
9. 100 sit ups a day.
10. Find time to spend with Taft people.

 

By budik at 02:36 PM.

Sushi and movies?

Sa mga pagkakataon na to, naalala ko kung pano ko sinubukang ayusin na bumalik sha sakin kasi sa isang punto ng buhay ko alam ko ginusto ko shang makasama. 6 na buwan na simula nung pinili niang sumama sa iba. May mga gabi na sobrang hirap matulog dahil nagiisip ako ng paraan para lang maayos ulit kami. Yung masaya ulet. Yung kami lang. Yung ako chaka sha lang. Yung walang iba. Kaso hindi ko na yun nagawa.

Sa Apr 19, eksatong 6 na buwan na simula nung tinalikuran nia ko. 6 na buwan na din na sinubukan kong kalimutan sha pero sa awa ng Diyos, parang mejo naging okay na ko. Minsan malungkot lalo na pag naiisip ko sha pero alam ko kaya ko na kasi natanggap ko na na hindi ako yung pinili nia. Sa loob ng 6 na buwan, nabawasan na yung pangangantyaw na inaabot ko sa mga kaibigan ko. Nabawasan na din yung paghahanap ng pamilya ko sa kanya pero minsan may mga pagkakataong sha pa din bukambibig ng mga kapatid at nanay ko. Unti unti na din nabawasan yung mga nakikita kong Lancer EX sa paligid. Hindi katulad non na pati Mazda 3 pinagkakamalan kong koche nia. Tinigilan ko na yung pagsagot sa mga email niya kasi siguro natanggap ko na din na kahit isang milyong email pa yung ibato namin sa isat isa mag aaway at magaaway lang kami. Gusto ko ng magpahinga sa walang katapusang panunumbat niya. Nagsisi na ko sa mga nagawa ko para sakin tama na siguro yun. Tinuruan ko na din yung sarili ko na wag ng umasa sa mga text o tawag nya pero minsan di ko pa din maiwasan na pag may tumatawag sakin na international call, iniisip ko na sana sha yung nasa kabilang linya. Pero alam ko malabong malabo na mangyari yun. Iniwasan ko na din isipin yung mga gusto kong gawin sa buhay ko noon kasama sha. Imposible na yun. Sa 6 na buwan na yun, unti unti kong sinubukan ulet makatungtong sa Market! Market! pero hindi ko pa din ata kaya. Kasi pag nasa Taguig ako, naaalala ko pa din lahat ng masasayang nangyari noon. Pero alam ko isang araw, makakaapak ulit ako sa mall na yun. Wag muna siguro ngayon. Baka sa susunod na 6 na buwan magawa ko na ule.

Siguro nga hindi ako ganon kadali makalimot. Lalo na kung ginawa mo lahat. Masaya na naman ako ngayon e. Kaso iba pa din siguro talaga kapag sha yung kasama ko. Pero siguro isang araw, makakalimutan ko na lahat lahat lahat tungkol sa kanya, sa amin at lahat ng sakit na pinaramdam niya sakin nung sumama sha dun. Gusto ko na mangyari yun. :)

By budik at 10:45 AM.

Sushi and movies?

Again. You have been giving me awesome weekends. Cant wait to spend more time with you and just watch dvds and goof around like there's no tomorrow. I guess, I'll just let things happen. =) Thank you. Let's just stay like this forever.

By budik at 07:04 PM.

Sushi and movies?

25. filipino. photography. travel. bianca. pastels. sushi. margarita. mac lipsticks from mom's make up kit. tu dois aimer ma famille et mes amis fous superbes. google translate. sleep. weekend. working out to be 90 fucking lbs. lola's recipes. i just learned how to fix my youtube account today. tomorrow, i will learn how to make a gif. single as fuck. paris. ketchup. late nights. sunrise. busy days. empanada. clowns are scary. matahari. forever young. pizza. cold mornings. hugs. life gives lemons to people who are deathly allergic to lemons. <3